Going from Baby "B" to my Little Man

I can't believe that in one short month my baby is going to be turning one, it makes me want to tear up just saying it- and to rush my emotions even more we are throwing a birthday party 10 days early for him to seperate it from Christmas.  He is changing so fast, his head is finally filling in with hair making him look like a little boy, he's eating normal food, he's walking here and there, his baby toys barely entertain him enough, and we barely call him Baby "B" anymore.  I have tried to make Brayson cuddle more thinking that it will make me feel like he isn't growing up so quickly if I just hold him close, sure enough he wiggles away though. The fact that he is now walking once in a while proves that I need to realize he's not that itty bitty baby anymore. I am excited though to see him rip into his first present on his birthday, smash into his birthday cake, and see all of our friends and family there to help us celebrate even if it makes me a little said that my first year as a mommy has already come and gone so quickly.